After many attempts of the Universe trying to tell me to slow down and take care of myself, the final sign came at me with brute force. After 25 years of healing people with my hands, I was now unable to do so, after running into a semi truck, and blowing out my shoulder. I was consumed by needing to get back to normal , in every way. After many attempts in the last few years, one thing has consistently come up. What is it that I am really meant to do? What is normal, and does that even work for me anymore? Is normal running around so much you don't even know what you are missing? Is normal just being a Superhuman trying to do everything for everyone all the time? Is Normal, just giving until you have nothing left?
I realized that my teachers were right, growing up I always heard, "She knows what to do but if she would only apply herself"... year after year, and I noticed that at 40 I could still help every person I knew, but had no idea how to help myself. I learned from my mother very well, but also realized that I would probably end up in the same place she was, and for the sake of my children, I was not going to let that happen. Life got too heavy for her to carry, and I didn't want anyone to ever have to feel that alone....
I have been studying the Law of Attraction for years, studying the likes of Joe Dispenza, Tony Robbins, Abraham Hicks, Dr. Bruce Lipton, Collette Strycher, but I was still trying to force everything and still felt like I was broken. Like there was something wrong with me. It was like a huge block to just take care of myself! I thought I was focusing on manifesting, and I was. I was manifesting everything I focused on that I didn't want. I had also realized that I was not living consciously, and that there was a better way. I wanted to live a life that I loved, I wanted to not be stressed and reactive, I wanted to be the person I knew I could be, that was really living their true nature and purpose.
I also realized that most people felt the same way. We all deserve to be happy and abundant. We learn as a small child though, what we deserve and are allowed. What beliefs we should have in order to survive... but life is about more than surviving.
I found a new method of actually removing the resistance and allowing the focus of my creation of my new life to consume me. I studied hours and hours every single day, completed an amazing certification program, and am actually living a life I truly love. I get to take care of myself, and spend time with people everyday teaching them everything I know! I am being the predominant creator of my own life. Not letting the day control me.
In the program I reach now, we look at physical, hormonal, mental, and emotional balance in every aspect of your life and create a perfect treatment plan from your own subconscious, with me really listening and allowing you to hear the silent instructions you may be telling yourself, totally unintentionally. Then we go through some processes to help rewire the proper information! Kind of like upgrading your computer with relevant programs for this time in your life. We will set up a structure of flowing with ease, instead of living like a pendulum and never going past that point of tension!
I wanted a way to help empower people again, to let them get through these limiting beliefs, to see the genius I saw in them. I was listening to how life was getting just too heavy for people and wanted to carry their pain for them. Instead, the Universe lined me up with this incredible mentor and coach, that enabled me to let go and actually allow the Law of Attraction to work. I am giving from such a full place in my heart now and would love to be your Coach and have you in my tribe. Let me teach you how to have the life you know you are truly meant to live.
